Lies, lies and lies.

People piss me off. Really. Ive learned time and time again that you CANNOT depend on other people. Do it yourself, at whatever cost, if you want to get things done. Especially if you want to get it done your way.
Fuck this. I shouldve known not take people’s words seriously coz most of the time they dont mean it anyway. And they make promises they cant keep. And then when I confront them, I ended up being the intolerant bitch.
Oh and they cant make up their mind either. And when I speak up, I’m the bitchy one again.
Oh please.
Note for the object of my affection: being tolerant and considerate of other people?I say you’re just indecisive. Just like what they say. Not wanting to make promises you cant keep? I say you just cant commit. WTF with all the "i dont know"…."up to you"…."i’m not sure"…. fuck that.

I dislike people. I really do. And the only reason I use dislike is because hate might too strong of a word.

Kay. No more of this fishie for me. Dont ask why. Just think it’s ridiculous. So, "going fishing" it is.
Oh and my friend canceled on me tonight. So much for celebrating
singleness. Bah. Should have known she’ll do that to me. I cant believe
I fell for that. Haish.

Haish. Let go of my Friday shift today. So gonna go party tonight .
God, I’m so tired. Somehow agreed to do a paper for a friend and as
with my own papers, I procrastinated until the last minute. LOL. As a
result, only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep and still worked out after
I finished the paper. Gonna hit the bed in a bit…….need that beauty
sleep before a girl’s night out, mah.
Speaking of hanging out, I sooooo want to hang out with the fishie, but
doesnt look like it’s gonna happen. He has way too many people to hang
out with and somehow I fade into the background. Or at least I need to
be very bold and agressive….and that’s just not my style. And I
freeze up in front of too many people, so hanging out with his friends
is definitely out of the question.
In any case, I think I’m gonna "go fishing" for a new fishie pretty
soon. LOL. Just for the heck of it. Having fishies are fun, ya know.
But dogs are still the best. I miss my german shepherd. LOL. Never
thought I’d said that……it’s been what……5 years since we lost
him and I never really thought about him….having REAL pets are kinda
fun. I want a dog!

Academic update? I emailed some of my instructors, lied my ass off and
it seem to have worked. Well, it wasnt all lies. After all, a good lie
must be combined with a bit of truth here and there for it to be
believable ;P . So yeah, I AM  losing weight like crazy and the acne
medication I’m taking DOES induce depression. So…… *shrugs*
In any
case, I dont know if I’ll pass all my classes but at least I did some
damage control in case I have to take those classes with the same
instructors again.

So yeah, this update seemed abit awkward and rushed, dont you think? I guess I just cant wait to take a nap
Let’s pick up guys tonight, girls!! LOL. Here’s to being single!!! Haha~